Fawzo

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  1. Shhhhhhh! Fawzo, you keep giving away my secrets :D. Are you sure you aren't a Van Helsing or maybe a Grimm? I had to pay Sylvia Browne thousands of dollars to psychically project my image onto film, and now it as all wasted :( .

    No, I am a "living" psychic Vampire and still occupy a human body. When I eventually die and become a "dead" (or perhaps "undead") psychic Vampire, I am sure it will be a lot harder to snap my picture ;) .

    You mean you don't sleep in a Serta Coffin with a 666 sleep number :)

  2. It's mine too. My favorite version is by Vikki Carr from a "Various Artists" Christmas compilation. Other favorites are "Pat-a-pan" (older version by Julie Andrews and a newer version by David Archuleta) and "Riu Chiu" sung by the Monkees. I am not a Christian, but I still like Christmas music. I do celebrate the winter solstice as the "Great Night", the longest night of the year. A perfect time for Vampires ;) .

    Hmm the thought just occurred to me that vampires can't have their photo taken.....whose pic is that in your avatar :)

  3. Fawzo, our oldest son said something simular when we talked about it- "If he's leaving me dimes because he knows I need the money, I wish he'd at least leave quarters."

    Mark, It is a comfort, thanks.

    Thanks, Bro.Mike. Although my wife and I have had a hard time dealing with our loss (I really thought that the passing of her "favorite" was going to kill her too). Our love for Dan hasn't changed, and we often find ourselves laughing when we're reminded of him. (He was a Micheal Jackson fan and would start "moon-walking" everytime he heard a MJ song.)

    I'm happy the dimes bring you comfort. I've had so many weird things happen to me in my life that I seldom doubt the veracity of claims such as this.

    Imagine waking up in bed on two different occasions in two different houses with dead honey bees all about your bed and room without even the faintest idea of where they come from. I still ponder the message in these events to this day. Maybe my flatulence smells like honey when I sleep.

  4. If anyone would like a copy, I have the full roman sacramentary and lectionary in pdf format. huge, but a nice reading. just the sacramentary is over 35 megs zipped. the sacramentary is the catholic priests book of rites and the lectionary is all the daily readings.

    Do you have it all memorized by now? What percentage of it do you have to know by heart before one can be ordained in the Catholic Church.

  5. Thanks guys.. it means allot ya know?

    Kingfisher, that was absolutely beautiful!

    I really dont know what else to say. i am completely crushed and devastated by her loss.... But i will go on as I always have... I will survive... and honor her and pray for her soul, every day. I will miss her and wish that the world where a better place, with her still in it. I will question and receive no answer... I will kick and scream and have no answer there either. I will hurt and God Himself will be unable to sooth it... But I will go on.

    And maybe... Just maybe... One fine spring day, I will see her smiling at me again...

    :(

    I think she is smiling down upon you right this minute Stormson my friend, trying to let you know that she is fine and all is well

  6. Well that's OK, I believe I wont end up in the chair. No one is that mean as to put me in the chair.

    We do have a nice pot, oops I mean hot tub for newbies to sit back and enjoy themselves. Make sure you bring a couple of carrots, potatoes and beef bullion cubes with you.....wait a minute......Rev Al is it white wine or red wine this week...I need to tell the Nube whether its beef bullion or chicken broth this week.....

  7. Bro. Fawzo, I accept the challenge! I am Sadsongster on that site and look forward to our game. (Having no idea what your rating is, I can only hope that you will not withdraw the challenge when you discover my dismally low ranking.)

    I'm Fawzo there and we can play rated or unrated and you can choose which color you prefer.

  8. Reread my post and then get back to me.

    RabbiO Did, I still am drawing a blank. My reasoning facilities are faulty like the Steelers "O Line" :)

    Songster, very kewl story.....I've had a couple similar experiences with members in my family. I experienced my nephew and sister as married in another life and my sister had him killed. Now she has to help him grow.

  9. One of my favorite topics of discussion....

    I started out with very firm ideas about reincarnation, learned from New Age folks, when new age was new......

    I read all I could from all the sources I could find - from channeled info to the Hindu and Buddhist teachings.... found esoteric teachings which were fairly similar to the rest...

    But when I started practicing Astral Travel and the deeper stages of Meditation I found a completely different framework to begin understanding about my other incarnations, and how they relate to this one.....

    I am now aware of an unbroken string of experience which stretches back farther than I have been able to penetrate... so many beings, personalities, faces and experiences, that to count them would be pointless...

    I can not even place them in a logical progression in time..... because I have begun to think that some of them have occurred on other "timelines" - where things are just a little different - Alternate timelines, so to speak - so that we could play out lines of exploration which followed through to their conclusion, or merged back into the "present" timeline....or simply veered too far from the experience my soul desires, and were dismantled as experience after a certain point - given up as a lost cause, so to speak....

    Where I used to see lifetimes as a chain - stretching back to "past" incarnations and reaching ahead into "new" lifetimes - now I see things differently.....

    I see what amounts to a spider web.....

    existing in it's entire perfection all at once....

    with lifetimes radiating from a central hub, connected at various points around the web.... leading to nexus', when handfuls of lifetimes play into one strong cable.... several times around the periphery... but the only way this analogy fails is that it is backwards - the edges of the web are the ACTUAL center.... and we "start" in the middle creating our own "web" until it all works out into those "cables" reaching home.... to Union with our Creator.... where we shall return with our OWN experiences creating, and compare them with others...

    Thousands of lifetimes, all happening at once, all playing out like the ticking of a clock....

    The amazing thing to me now is realizing that the REAL us, is simply a flickering light of awareness which travels anywhere on the web it so desires.... and wherever it goes, it experiences Time, to make it SEEM like there is an actual forward progression going on.... for the purposes of exploring this web....

    But at any time - should we put forward the desire to remember how, we can learn how to step back from the web - outside of time - and learn to take a MUCH more comprehensive look at the trends we are exploring.....

    I know it sounds like a Buddhist monk telling you to study your navel...... but the reality of things is that we are but a tiny hologram of the whole...when we learn to Look Inside of our being for the truth, we are on the front porch of God..... Meditation is the gateway to every path we have walked, and some which have not occurred yet - but are still being formed....

    If it's not over til the fat lady sings - we are the fat lady, as well as the audience... The hard part is remembering that we are the heckler too....

    Many times when pondering the workings of the Universe I have seen a 3-D WEBLIKE SPHERICAL ORB which seems to be showing me the interconnectedness of all things.

    I have been imaging myself as just a portion of the overall fractal of life recently. Its seems to resonate with your holgraghic descriptor.