I hope my father will have a wonderful birthday party.
We don’t talk, but I hope you’re healthy. Our relationship is broken seemingly beyond repair, but I hope one day, we’ll be able to slowly fix it. I’m afraid you’ll leave me before I can create some meaningful memories with you. One that aren’t focused on pain and bad memories. I know you’re a great person. You’ve never abandoned me during my times of need, though I wish we could’ve had some wonderful memories together. We’ve never said simple things like “merry Christmas”, “Happy new year”, or even a “happy birthday”. We’ve said plenty of bad things about each other, but never an, “I love you”. Please don’t leave me. Stay healthy. Wait for me. Don’t hate me. Happy birthday.
Aira