I think to make an idea you most gotta be a schizophrenic, like me. you will get an idea out of nowhere. trust your instincts. if you gotta kill some1, do it. I DID! it helped me so much I am now a successful businessperson, and I got away with Antonio Woodson’s murder. I hated him. he cheated on me and left me to be depressed knowing I was sick. but how the tables have turned. I left him to rot in a building after shooting him. in the apartment of 800 block of Chesapeake Street. I have not been caught and no matter how you try to trace me, you WON’T find me. my schizophrenia is getting worse, and I might kill a school kid. I live in Northern Ireland now. I wish you the best of life and, one more thing. DONT GET ON MY BADSIDE!
my schizophrenia is getting worse from when i last sent you an email. I can see things now like the people I killed, especially Antonio. my mum left me ages ago which is probably why I turned out like this. I need help. the voices are getting louder and telling me to do stupid thing, like kill myself. but I would NEVER stoop that low. I am truly angry at times and know I should seek help, but I know what they did to my sister when she seeked help. they tortured her in the psych ward, which was supposed to “HELP” people get better. I know the truth about the government. the voices told me. they often send out agents to look for me, but THEYLL NEVER FIND ME. I’ve cut off communication with the world and am living in a shack currently, although i often check back on the internet. I’m very intrigued about cannibalism, ITS SUCH A SMART, BEAUTIFUL WAY TO LIVE!!
I was supposed to be on meds because Dr Scott said they help me to see the light. But he doesn’t know what i know. The government put stuff in our food to keep us as the stupid braindead we are. But I’m anorexic, so I’m okay. They chased me once and a will be killed on sight, so I must be careful. I’m showing you this specifically because I’m dyslexic and can’t write a journal because I know nobody will read it. This generation is messed up because of the government. But I’m doing all right. If you show this to people to spread my word, I will be excited and happy. I’m about to die and want people to know about the pain I suffered because of these stupid monkeys. Get my word spread or i will haunt you when I die. Period.
It’s my friends fault really…they convinced me that the voices weren’t there and that I was just making things up. It’s their fault that i had to go to that stupid mental hospital, its their fault that i killed those kids, the voices told me to and my friends didnt listen to me. I hate them for that, and they will forever rot in hell where they belong. Really, its common sense! I mean come on! If someone tells you they’re hearing things and voices are telling them to do things you should believe them, then these bad things would never happen in the first place. But noooo, “they’re not real” they said, “your just making things up.” Shut up. Maybe if you had the smallest bit of sympathy and pity towards others i wouldn’t have had to disembowel you, or cut your limbs off while you were screaming for me to stop. Maybe i would have showed remorse, but i gave you all the same treatment you showed me. Told me to ignore the voices, so i told you to ignore the pain while you were bleeding out and dragging yourself to the exit with your one remaining limb.