I don’t want to forgive him. It makes me feel like he has won. And yes I do know that holding onto that anger is only hurting me. He clearly could care less whether or not I forgive him. He still does whatever he wants. But it is hurting me. Even if I could start with just releasing something and choosing forgiveness on the inside. That would be a positive step. I do want to be an example for my children. I want to show them that forgiveness gives you the peace and love that you deserve. I want to change Lord. I want my life to look radically different overnight. I am ready for the miracle! For Your miracle!
Joy