I found that it is difficult to be good to a person when the world is just trying to find two people to talk through dinner and more. I really would like to have a friend that I did not have to worry about this. Just a few friends to go places with that would pay for their own way. And people who would be safe and not people who hate. I need an exit that does not talk of anything but friendship. Without certificate or items. Something that would mean more.