No Sleep or Else

I’m Ashley. I made a mistake, I am sorry, just hope my mum Glenda doesn’t decide to try to book VIPTEACHER classes (that she needs my help with) on Sundays, and hope with the lessons she has on Sundays on Cambly she doesn’t force me to stay home from church. She knows Cambly, as far as I know. I know I made a mistake, but I don’t deserve to miss church over that, anything else, like no sleep or little sleep, I rather be forced with that, as usual. The ironic thing is that I was trying to find a way to get more sleep, but it badly backfired, I just must live with no sleep or little sleep for as long as my mum is working with VIPTEACHER and one private student called Eric. I am stupid. I could have known that God doesn’t want me to sleep, he wants me to work until I no longer can, I just hope I don’t snap and do another stupid thing, especially during the PMS times of the month, when I am at my worst. I just hope my period is late, and hopefully on a week when there is almost nothing.