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  1. Enjoy the irony here, "broke bad" they did. Yuck, I sing this better. Need telepromter to remember though. I like the "blessed mother" trip, dislike the "not worthy" slop and generally seek to find fixers and doers, not piggy-back riders. Stop the "my way or the highway" mentals also. If there is only one right way to do things, I think it would have caught on by now. My trip... A R.C.C. hit, yeah?
  2. The obverse side of a Rainbow Demon, almost. Actually, I'll be the "third side of a coin" to snuggle on thru this irony report. Irony can be pretty ironical... but I'm "looking to see abundence" now, see other Phil post. How does a small 20 bag ripper or ice user or "bad night psyco-kill" fit into abundence, needs explaining. I'll go with the things I look for are safe and just have to figure the others won't find me. The irony or wanting to live in a world of consumption, lots of drug and information mind addled folks to survive and then educated - RIGHT!!!
  3. No good or evil, just, is, you say? At 57, I'm getting signals from media, that I'm obsolete, cost too much, let 'em die, no soup for "me". Affordable Health Care Act has turned hospital ER triage into a twilight zone. An expensive do less program not worth it. I grew up in the most genuine customer service atmosphere, my dad quickly advanced to V.P. of Marketing for the first computerized car dealer accounting and parts inventory services system. I know from to get it done right and if it breaks fix it fast. Now, I'm experiencing a world that went from make something to break everything. So, who will Evil who, how, for what? And where does my precious perceptions go to be a "Live" who amoung my ilk. Sorry to say, at this time, church is nit at the top of my list. You hear the news, who gonna come send the kids out to die for what, who, when? I'm going into youtube to find "choose your perceptions" type videos and look back at some recommended stops earilier. First hit - Irony hit -
  4. As a Polychromatic Angel, I'll offer my alter-ego song... Get all the irony in video, get iron from moderator!!!
  5. Ran into this word, do you all know it? Seems this word is "all over the place". hermeneutic A/O...
  6. Here is my almost final answer. Assuming, the clearest perceptions are all we can really offer each other, got to wonder why so much is occult - hidden. And how we perceive. Email controls and more are hidden in applications, until moused over, bad for the retarded like me. A prayer, a good wish, is an idea to spike perceptions. How to perceive misdeeds or "misdeeds" or be able to see through, seems forgiveness is up in here. Heard of love and grattitude, but, just "give it up" - hey, that ice head wants me money or life. So, I'd like to perceive in a way that just makes my butter melt, my heart purr my mind relax. Got plenty to do to study the values I bring to perception. Nature or nurture seems in play here. I'm exceptional, at least challenged to be exceptional, get estranged when folks around me just exist, not thrive in service to other, instinctivly.... bla, bla, bla. Expect the best, prepare for the worst, a precept road-bump. I'm off to other tasks, time to "Bug Out". ARMY style coming up, what perception are around here? I'm off to task now, hope to discover or invent a percption skill I'm lacking with all my input so far. See you all in a few, orbits or more. Hope there is an answer to the ideas of perception, prayer, good wishes and the rest of the story.
  7. Exceptionalism, American style, is an issue in my neighborhood of 1,000,000 folks. Recently the Chief of Police in an extended family dispute over a mailbox - Federal Issue, caused a mistrial. The news reports how deeply and seriously messed up the chief's family is at this time. There is so much mixed culture in place, all at odds with each other, each culture pushing the others back, actual and subtle cuts, slights and bull(ies). Private and public properties issue around people abound in this frustration. This is exhausting, to seem to have no alternative but to walk away from everything, only to run right back into "everything" again. Staying at home is not my option and doing business or pleasure really bums me out. Move, right, where, the USA folks like Breaking Bad T.V. series, the T.V. audience of how many, 200 million??? Speed freaks are everywhere and syringes left out on the ground here as well. Do not suffer fools, you heard it. A real man for me, has become, in PTSD, one that does not suffer a woman, PERIOD. The soul here is programed to understand how "strange a trip it is to be a woman", so help 'em, but actually, I am so glad their "liberated", I'll just go off into a more better relationship. Where is that relationship, here kid, hold the Jesus Doll, right? Exceptional is a uncelebrated idea here, not entirely, but buck American Exceptionalism as often as possible. I'd swear I'm in a junk yard of punks if a $3000.00 business suit or a broken sneaker folk, girls and boys, especially the police, are at large, very posionous. So, God is so Exceptional, etc., etc. Then the Angel ranks, so by, the time it gets to me, we, I'm, we are, the exception. Unfairly considered inappropriate by pirates, whores and punky-bullies, hiding in plausable deniability, excercising a passive-aggressiveness, is worse then the feeling rejection(s) experience(d) by a Kirby Vaccume Cleaner Sales Man could be at any given time. Ignoring them all, yes I mean, ALL, does not do more then post an increase into the PTSD account. A experience(s) and/or belief system(s) has not happened yet to be confident and comfortable. What Would Jesus Suffer - as the story goes, we know. How does one "walk through the valley of death". If I do not for safety watch for the crack or holes in the sidewalk, I cannot go down the street without experienceing dread. Proximity to other's thoughtlessness is damaging to me, very seriously. The "hotline" just says take it a minute at a time, like a twelve step program. I want my minutes to be constructive, not something to try survive. What is going on, I'm beyond the mid-life crisis? And feel stuck right in the middle of "The Ballad of Curtis Low". I can have a great attitude and perform well, not happening now though, how did Jesus was reported to deal with these things, I think it was call God collect and have headquarters obliterate Sodom and G-morra, after tortured procrastination because there were saveable souls - a loaded concept, no? HDMI means High Definition Media Interface to me now, o.k.? Three video links, in HD where possible, follow, Ballad of Curtis Low, White and Nerdy and It's All About the Pentium. What I may have not translated well in words, shows a blend of ideas that may inspire a rounder discussion. Are you such a blend, are what??? Could be me! You second this? Nice, new, good to me.
  8. Opps, Santa Claus is Coming to Town is the tune for above. Finding My Chi, See the Cheap, Hanging with Cheech, Oh my, it's me, you See, "G"? How does a train sound in China? Chi-Chong, Chi-Chong, (whistle), Chi-Chong, Chi-Chong Sing this... Oh, you better watch out... You better not try... Telling little kids fibs... Is preparing them to lie Who and What are coming to town...... We see you with FLIR... We see you with our mind... What rituals we're watching... Are blowing our mind... Who and what are coming to town...
  9. It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas... Sing this... Oh, you better watch out... You better not try... Telling little kids fibs... Is preparing them to lie Who and What are coming to town...... We see you with FLIR... We see you with our mind... What rituals we're watching... Are blowing our mind... Who and what are coming to town... I'm getting richer you'all... Happy Ritual Day...
  10. Time for a Celebration. Here you go... Big metaphore for how my day goes, often it seems people are in place to tell you what they will not do for you today.
  11. Encourage prosperity, teach agriculture, get private property off the people's back, share, care, be fair, end being a "problem is" mentality and be the hand that swing's each other forward, not the fist that slaps one down. If First Amendment Rights exhaust themselves, go to Second Amendment Rights - right? What is the Third Amendment? "What was overheard being said bt the Pope at McDonalds, "yes dear, ""'Miter'-Size" my order"!!! We do the Lords is....all.
  12. Thanks for a thought, on the meditation idea... I close my eyes and see black. If a bright light hit me or whatever something else, I close my eyes and pereiceve a golden misformed doughnut and a navy blue background, often seeing the golden doughnut with eyes open. Lots of times, I close my eyes and entities or landscapes appear, I wonder what ever is any of that. Often just almost at the point of resolution. Sometimes i see a lucid form of things like special looking spirit or souls appearing encouraging me. So in a metaphorical, i'd love to fill my head with visions of sugar plumbs and candy-canes. Wish me luck, not real sure what cards i'd like to hold in my head. Security at motels here are very aggressive and make visits to private properties, motels that offer resturants or convience stores, just unenjoyable. Thanks for your blurb.
  13. Futher, souls are injured in a way here that needs major attention. Most I can add here is that many of the psyc-medicines are P.C.P. animal tranqualizer analogues. In all State Hospitals the staff is getting killed, patients mamine each other, secrets are kept and behind the scene multi-million dollar settletments go on, same thing though stay in place.
  14. I to my amazement found this wide open spiritual center. Please help. I am injured from birth, my soul. The injury transfered to others as well. My condition seems to be from injuries suffered by my mother especially due to WWII, she was German, in Munich, actually, central to many of the forces generated at that time. I'm lost in what to believe now except for do what intrests me against all lucid nightmares, racial discriminations and news broadcasts that soil the mind of those who dare stay informed. God said, or else comes up and I see the basket of Islam, Judism and Christanity distroying theirselves and the world. God said, Jesus did, I'm origonaly Roman Catholic and find harm all around that somehow. What does a hermaprodite, a neuter, a homosexual, a physical disabled, a mental disabled and a robot have in common? They are gifted and gifts from creation, a gifting of a kind that allows us to see deeper into the "mystery" called creation. Would all you different belief systems come on out and help me through with your understandings where to go emotionally, spiritually and physically? Seems there must be better then just doing what I like to save myself from dreams, personal attacks and other belief systems that would eliminate one thing or another. Do please help, my soul is aching and I'm not sure which dimention is right any more. Thanks...