RayCalculaMinistraDeGezza

Member
  • Posts

    148
  • Joined

  • Last visited

Everything posted by RayCalculaMinistraDeGezza

  1. I like being a first, seems I made it here, no other Christmas 'wraps'... our first Christmas together, what do my Satanic associates say? Oh yeah, the Wise (Wo)Men!!! Merry Christmas or not... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHNhcG9BhMw http://freethoughtblogs.com/lousycanuck/files/2012/01/BenettonJesusDevil.jpg - See any mistletoe? Christmas Carol - Jesus, from, see here... Proof - http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-as_DYauo8Mw/Tee8zhiED6I/AAAAAAAAFqU/hdsytVw-aIY/s1600/alien+jesus.jpg http://wbbh.images.worldnow.com/images/16379520_BG1.jpg
  2. You catch it, I'll clean it... Freeze frame this launch earily in launch and see a religous figure walking on water with staff. Symbols, talismans and cognitive excitation for me, how did I get too see the figure painted by the reality of a water launch jet. Almost the same thing as seeing figures in clouds, animism, I think - what's next after animism? I'd like more activities that expand my recognitions skills and I.Q. that contribute to everyone's well being. I see activity in a supportive environment as imperitive, very hard for a white to find in Honolulu or Oahu - where is the little city or town for me and my kind? Armormax Smart Truck - listen for the "ding/donk", prize winner, used, they make great Christmas present - an antique, see hexacopters for news.... bluesbrotherscentral.com/ - Christmas supplies - The Mission for God Boys.google.com/search?q=hexacopter youtube.com/results?q=hexacopter&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=w1 - lecture I'm American citizen born in Munich, think I got a privledge to go back to Germany where I was born. I actually do not find any real supportive place in Honolulu for good activity and great lessons outside of my friends apartment, just find miserable folks in the abusive land of Aloha in general. My best guess is the Washington State, Seattle, for vocational opportunities and great folks somewhere, somehow the Hawaii and Guam Ministers do not appear in my browsers on the ULC net for the ULC hit parade of Ministers and Ministry. My friend said the news reported trouble in Seattle, homelessness and mean, I got to get a lead on good place for mental health service and vocational opportunity and community of folks that like to help each other, not what goes on here, one gets tickets from hide in dark cops and citizens all too happy to press and hit you in street crosswalks in Waikiki, Waikiki Trolly driver needed to be restrained from leaving a hit and run type behavior by homeless veteran. My care center is just profit driven and actually dislikes their clients, just wants the money, will see if it gets better, I doubt it though, too low down, I council the psychologist. So insomnia, fits and ambition are all mixed wrong - or I'm perfectly on God's time and plane? Life is what happens while you make other plans. What to do, how to see the present perfectly everywhere, always - in spite of all "Devilish Challenges" is not too hard but i'm missing it just yet. K.eep I.t S.tupid S.imple is escaping me...
  3. Hey, what an idea, thanks for giving forgiveness, etc. Guess this Turkeys' name is Ziggy Boot 'n Spielen Sam Back up: outsidethebeltway.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Obama_turkey_pardon-570x368.jpeg I did not x the photo: If 'x'ed, then; 'y', ya - huffpost.com/gen/1484935/thumbs/n-OBAMA-TURKEY-PARDON-large570.jpg?6 For style...... See you for CHRIST MASS.
  4. Open forum for courteous and civilized discussion of general interest to interfaith ministers, and ULC ministers in particular. A general intrest to all and specific intrest to me and Ministering, self and other(s). Do you Ministers have emotional troubles, be honest? Are they debilitations or just aggrivations or what in your life? If your just fine, what does that mean, especially ex-Vietnam veterans in here or other trauma surivors. How do one go on if 'it all is just mush in between ones toes'. Or finds being lazy, selfish and a 'bad samaritan' all tooooo natural? How do you arrive at thinking more about others and less about yourself? viooz.co/movies/3752-pi-1998.html - go to the place of emotional trouble, genius, movie: PI. viooz.co/search?q=pi&s=t - bonus, movies with 'pi' in the title, enormous and rich in choice. Have you Ministers assisted the emotionally challenged with success or just seen them go off to the happy hunting ground of the state mental hospital or jail, how did you keep a troubled soul(s) in the independant mode of life, the life of 'draging the whole cross'? Supervised holding of folks is where one is disallowed cigerettes and any toy, just sit and wait until you die or we drive you deeply insane with work or solitary and beating as needed or punked out to the general population by the 'screws' - jailer inmate managers AND abusers, encouraging and looking the other way for rewards or satisfaction of dominating the ill. I've been able to troubleshoot me to the point of knowing I'm seriously emotionally troubled by not being 'unselfish' or more better said, Its all about me and not about you, a cliche, more it is I'm not interested MORE in the well being of others or EVEN myself and really resent having to 'earn-it' and die or 'earn-it' or die - no free lunch, all free suffering, just pick your posion, creation enjoys all your suffering one way or the others, metals go to the ones that totally sacrified it all, emotionally, econonically, spiritually and physically to keep life going, the MESS, I really experience. It is like drinking sour cream for me all day or playing with a t '*.*' urd. Here is a google search of emotionally challenged guiness. What is a mental illness (illegal term in best practises seminars)? A lack of serotonin in the brain? (useless cliche, masqurading as REAL SCIENCE) - Your ideas, through comments, greatly appreciated. All of you all pay $2000.00 or more a month to cover mental illness (co-occuring conditions folks) medications (1 - 2 SSRI or Anti-psycotics or some people are posioned to the tune of six pills daily with serious side effects), as tax payers, the medical community just throws these ineffective and dangerous to deadly, posions (medicines) at the patient, singing science, all the way to the bank - patient sicker (more services, more money) and now pointed to dying in a bad way. All the while the 'patient' is being the receiver of the medical smily face, we are here to help you. Housing options away from Nazi health care centers is a step in the right direction. Jail is cheaper and mental holding centers are going to be the rage, with Affordable Health Care Law - imagine, a concentration camp that is a money maker, ain't God great, few will survive beyond the wharehouse drag-net, engineering poorly supplied zombies for what, you tell me, I know, what I know, the forum should be where you learn from others experience or new intuitions. I seem to give science the benefit of the doubt, but creation is a real bad trip for me. Breaking eggs for omlets, see, break, for, get, YUCH or OUCH... google.com/search?q=List+of+emotionally+troubles+geniuses schoolgirlforreal.hubpages.com/hub/A-List-of-Famous-People-Today-With-Mental-Illnesses dsc.discovery.com/tv-shows/curiosity/topics/mad-genius.htm - madness is the rule: delusions >, allusions > and > illuminations of grandure <. The concern is are these folks angry or happy, see? I'm thinking fake it till you make it, well being, but what do I want so bad, in the environment of "'you can do anything you set your mind too, 'airman'"? Having human needs is my only guide so far and resent them all toooooo much. Lighting up on pure love, service and working to mankind and life's extention sets me off, like I'm in a hostage situation and I do not want to suck up to tyranny (take me Liberty or take me death) of human needs and creation's unrelenting DEMANDS, in the fight for surival plane - even with all the progams, total freedom, medical services all over the place and American opportunity, I cannot get over 'explitivef - it'. And want out or 'get your body off my spirit'. But then to what and where, another "'sand box' of bleeding for 'picking crops'". So the above challenged genius made it through (got to read more), but did they ever get to happy, satisfied or confident or just stay 'Eeyores' but productive? I've heard about a Hollywood producer that one day went to a batroom and never was the same after that, depression set-in and ruined the life of another, 'hail creation, hail' - "life is good". Or is it preordained by Devine Provenence to kill ones' self finally after the fatigue sets in for the umteenth time and another is lost like Alan Turing - google.com/search?q=allen+turing#q=alan+turing&spell=1 Well that cover the topics and me pretty o.k. for an undegreed writer. My case on hand now is curious, depressed, since the great-grand mother died and was shocked when Bambi was shot, still carrying this trauma from three years old or more all the way untill the ends it appears to me, a chicken-chopping, corn growing farm person as young to military service. This fellow surived being Baptist in Iowa and discovering from scratch (in a time and era where that was not known, discussed and totally put down in the Bible - found his fill in school books looking at the wrestling team) he is gay, being held back young and unable to read his report card, hiding from the family, dislexic, the fellow went on to be a multi-tasker in the ARMY and a leading protestor for civil right during the Nixon era. All went well, he even ran a gang in Panama, on base he was the real deal, off base he was a realer deal. Up untill one day he was escourted off the base back to the USA for mental health issues. The guy went so far down into the nuts-o-sphere, he was gone (forgot everything, EVERYTHING), lost and had a big way to come back. He did, playing ping-pong on thorazine but never recovered and still feels scared of falling off into the deep end. This guy always has a suicide plan in place and trying to get a sense of comfort or well being, still. Include he comes from a big family with plenty reunions (a now dissolving situation - time went on by), he now is hold up in a teak lounge chair with air mats (a two year old remedy for throwing out the bed bug bedset and has not got a new bedset, a 'sick', not a poor guy), has not cooked for two years as he is oppressed by the apartment in Waikiki, due to heat and no chance at an A/C because the apartment pays all the utilities, so A/C is out, serve money, you know, serve money, no table kicking in the temple or your evicted. Add into this it is the holiday season, his recently decesed mother's birthday - his biggest friend, just came and went and his sister is nearer dying after going through intestine surgery and more proceedures as the recovery was 'all over the road' and included a traceotomy, she is now in rehabilitation trying to walk - all for what my friend and I feel, a few more stuggle it out for God moments and actually both of us are just reeling from it, coping we may look like, but the suicide is always knocking. Finishing off on, my friend is scared and lonely now. This happy to do more for others then himself - learned on the farm and in church and at home as well as having a sweet soul is so counting on me to be that little life lite in what to date remains a life of hedonic reactions to a basic anhedonic way of being, anhedonic from where, through what, diagnosed foks, gravely disabled in CA ER lingo before admission, try to make today and tommorow and feel lightning struck always, wanting to be unmagnitised - DIE ALREADY, is that relief, what is relief, "Arbiet Macht Frei"??? again, HUH?!? - RIGHT. The take it one day at a time is all we get on a good day. I'm slipping to one moment at a time and feel so proud to be of help in the way I am, but got the 'jump in front of the bus' URGE, mentality all tooooooo much. It is wierd to know how important I am to one's wellness and see my wellness as passing out of this life. A place that "feels like I'm 'paying child support' to everyone". Life is in this dramatic pattern of opposites, being needed and feeling the heart tugs and being selfish to the point I want to bail out of life. Can you see and feel how people are always torn. What is just a normal lifes pulls and tears? So there you go Ministers, forward this letter or call in scribes. Or leave a big vaccume and play chacer in this forum. I'll stay in style and add some songs that will help the meditative, thinking juice process and look forward to more then the past few burps of insight. People in here Minister right? Greatful Dead - West LA Fadeaway.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GMi2oM28V8 Greatful Dead - Throwing Stones.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROWyn8zAVh4 And what is your final answer? Final Countdown - alluc.to/movies/watch-the-final-countdown-1980-online/154191.html bonus -
  5. Born Again, google.com/search?q=eternal+orders+of+rule+and+right youtube.com/results?q=eternal%20orders%20of%20rule%20and%20right&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&tab=w1 Born, google.com/search?q=Birth+of+Isreal#q=Birth+of+Israel&spell=1 Ancestors, google.com/search?q=ancient+egypt google.com/search?q=ancient+sumeria google.com/search?q=ancient+india I see a pattern from born to born again. I sense spells and rituals from Egypt, as an ancestor and all the rage in Church, especially Roman Catholic - 11/27/2013, Pope still stuck on no abortion, yep; no women clergy, what - this is worse then the kettle calling a black pot, I'm thinking 'contrapositive' bad. Around Sumeria there is big yin-yang trouble all around the zodiac (http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show/2013/10/26) So my ancestor of choice is, will be, where Jesus hung out, pre all the above (Atlantis, LeMuria, ohhhhh), in the world we know or else, the ancient Indians and the Jain Buddist just to be Ortodox. Do not forget, - Ballme, Blallme, India.youtube.com/watch?v=4XSItBTNCQA en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jainism Google eye in sky winking, yeah, o.k., I see, that, really.
  6. A hospice patient does not want a reconciliation with an adult child. - cranky one, not forgiving and resentful and some 'scared out of cosmic control'. Hardly any of us are full on Atheists, so there is a sub-conscience to address and bring into the conscience. The worst often brings out the best in folks, just does. Based on the "Lord is my Sheppard; I shall not want" is "Creation is pro-generative; Together we are whole" - Earth sickness bags are useful for the nausea this idea starts in me even. Agape love gets you over the bad teeth, bad smell and low I.Q.'q, hate filled folks, etc... Turn these folks around with concept they gotta see. Also count on Divine Provenience to be a behind scenes influence getting through when subtle reminders are put into the folks heads.. Get a 'healing' dog in the room to start filling in the good vibes and the patient and other member will have a good vibe to draw from and keep attention on the matter not a total focus on the old baggage between the two. Everything want to be reconciled in life, just think, think, think about the answer's addressing of the issues and you can see and nudge the folks to the successful conclusion they will experience naturally. This is really more less about what to do and more how to just let it happen a bit more naturally. Trying to push the situation will breed resistance, bump into pride and stubborn issues, just keep digging them a hole they are all too created to fall in and see the two come together in the near end after all the past hackles loose their importance and the supreme issue is dealt with by 'cooled down jets' - it is only natural. Just make a space and let an opportunity happen with some subtle baits thrown in as the Minister. https://www.google.com/search?q=How+people+make+up+in+the+end&oq=How+people+make+up+in+the+end&aqs=chrome..69i57.8943j0j8&sourceid=chrome&espv=210&es_sm=93&ie=UTF-8#es_sm=93&espv=210&q=making+up https://www.google.com/search?q=How+people+make+up+in+the+end&oq=How+people+make+up+in+the+end&aqs=chrome..69i57.8943j0j8&sourceid=chrome&espv=210&es_sm=93&ie=UTF-8#es_sm=93&espv=210&q=making+up+in+a+relationship&revid=1946201802 http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=getting+along&sm=3
  7. Word up, 'hit me', a starting point in this thread's replys.....
  8. So, Eskimos, before Dr. Jeremiah Wright gets this question, what say us here? 1. What does it mean to be in the Image of God (stay graceful) and espress the Wrath of God (blows Sodom and Gomorrah - instead of put Lambchops on shoulder to lift them up). 2. Why is Satan God's favorite Angel (got nice teeth) and all born into sin (party time, gets to the roots of the matter - saving Grace).
  9. "Where ever you happen to be, well, that's exactly where you are" - Southern expression. Re: Ministering to and finding Sanctuary for psychopaths. Last nights radio show was over the top in explaining people and mind, I'd like to offer it back to you all so your understandings and Ministry can grow. Here is how we deal with it in Hawaii, if we are lucky, there are more severe ways to deal with very heavy psychopath circumstances. http://hopehi.com catches the 'minnow' psychopaths from court and grows them into 'whales'. These people serve the forensic community of psychopaths very nicely as the court orders or volunteers allow for service. We emancipate the most we can out here. Here is the 'nicest' little place to be held, http://www.kahimohala.org/ Lonely, 'court order psycopaths' have the harshest time here - no friends, no money, no family, the place becomes more a 'Nazi Mohella'. Volunteer admission get little better then a 24 hour release from Dr. Jacobs. Otherwise it is difficult to not be seen in terms of your condition and circumstances (illegal by modern mental health standards) and found by staff, always, inappropriate or - go to your room. O.K. enough, but not real SANCTUARY for the psychopath yet. All things being equal, "Lucky you stay Hawai'i". Follow on, wait for the youtube post to emerge or join coasttocoastam.com as insider and get instant access to past shows. http://www.coasttocoastam.com/show/2013/11/12 In the latter half, James Fallon, an award-winning neuroscientist at the University of California, Irvine, told about his shocking discovery that his brainscan perfectly matched a pattern he’d found in the brains of serial killers. Specifically, the pattern shows a lesion-type area in the limbic system, which involves emotional regulation and empathy. While a person with this pattern wouldn't necessarily be a psychopath, they would typically show impulsivity, and unusual or poorly modulated emotions, he explained. For Fallon, this played out as hypomania, thrill-seeking, and risk taking behaviors, though he always felt he could regulate his behavior, and not act out on the most negative impulses. Intriguingly, he argued that some of the US presidents such as FDR, JFK, and Reagan scored high in psychopathic traits that actually can be desirable to have in a leadership position, such as high social energy, fearlessness, and dominance. About 1-2% of people have a degree of psychopathy, with about 10% of the population showing borderline traits. When this plays out as violence, these people often end up in jail, though some of the smarter psychopaths, such as certain serial killers, are able to hide their behaviors and attitudes, and evade capture, Fallon detailed. Some killers go through long cycles in which they don't act out, but when violent urges build up they can suddenly strike, he noted. http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=Coast+to+Coast+AM+November+12+2013&sm=12 So, all, you, all! Join me in the service and occupation of being a Co-Occurring Condition First Responder and establish Sanctuary through understanding first and visiting psychopaths for a little hope and a lot of light second. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZyVZFJGX5g http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jtnC28jAA9k http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JitHrPXpRYw
  10. Uh oh, Fawzo put me right, no responses in open pulpit, "Experience is a teacher; it's a hell of a way to learn" - Rossington Collins Band A few eggs were broken to make this omelet (Lynard Skynard crashed and burned, G. DAMN, still, tears.... Here are the "right overs" angels). Rossington Collins Band: Sometimes You Can Put It Out - Don't Misunderstand Me - Seems Like Everyday - intro, to the Max Yum, yum, yummy, http://www.discogs.com/artist/Rossington+Collins+Band So, back to pleasure...... Aloha all from the great state of Hawaii, especially, Honolulu, the cost and corruption and spy center of the Universe. Pilgrims are always welcomed at "me Flat" and my best pal is a great tour guide, a great guide at the zoo here and most excellent art shopper around, for real. How in the heck do you all do? Are you all ready to swing the "Battle Axes" here in this thread? I'll start off with this as a Creation story and the one I'd like to be dissuaded from the most, that Anunnaki Created Mankind from Earthly stock, a tricky thing for sure. Get out your grinding stones and sharpen those axes, here we go on this forum's best ride yet. So, whom and how were the Anunnaki Created? How old is Creation? Hopefully and with great luck we will have a guest scribe, "CrownsInHeaven", join in and tell us all from a Baptists point of view. http://www.coasttoco...show/2013/10/26 Humanity's Anunnaki Legacy John B. Wells was joined by author Gerald Clark (book link) for a discussion on his research into the forgotten history of humanity's Anunnaki legacy. Ancient Sumerian tablets describe a race of beings from the planet Nibiru who came to Earth 450,000 years ago to escape radiation from their sun, Clark explained. Anu, king of the Anunnaki, sent his son Enki along with a detachment of 50 to Earth to extract monatomic gold which they could ionize and place into their atmosphere as a radiation barrier, he added. According to Clark, Neanderthals had been genetically modified by Enki and his half-sister Ninhursag to be a slave labor force. He related an account of the creation of two hybrid Neanderthals that could reproduce to the biblical story of Adam and Eve in Eden, noting the similarities between Enki and his brother Enlil to the serpent and God, respectively. Clark attributed other biblical stories to the Anunnaki and revealed that they continue to walk among us to this day. http://www.amazon.co...1491211229/ctoc http://www.youtube.c...LHuOs69w6-c#t=0 If there is a 'spell' check, I'd like to know, otherwise deal with my phonic challenged self thanks... - Mahalo all for the creds....
  11. O.K. this is the closet stop I can make to a creation thread. Would an administrator please start a creation thread. Instead of relating to reincarnation that brought me here, I'll go on about plain old "carnation". Here in this place of the loving universe we have a contradiction going on in leadership and the change from one type of leadership goes on to the "contradictory" form of leadership follow a Zodiac as timer for leadership change. I hope you all enjoy this presentation about the "carnators", I sure like the story and and am able to suspend disbelief to get the full measure of the story and ideas told. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHuOs69w6-c This story was told on http://coasttocoastam.com http://www.coasttocoastam.com/search/?query=The+Anunnaki%27s+Legacy
  12. Eloah, I do so very much want to be recognized as a Minister and appear as highly approachable, by any and all. I intend to not be classically formal and really try a mash up of various simple things, becoming simply recognizable and steeped in symbolism and metaphor. I'm not yet thought through this but must get a good start and look at Coast Guard Search and Rescue Dauphin orange and orange pilots and crew flightsuits for "the threads". Starting with an orange jump/flight suit, I will build out my attire, the special celebratory attire and also have an everyday designation type apparel marker to keep all aware that Clergy is right next to you. That might just be a baseball cap embroidered with Clergy with symbols on it as a statement to those seeking a good council. https://www.google.com/search?q=orange+flight+suit&rls=com.microsoft:en-us:IE-SearchBox&ie=UTF-8&oe=UTF-8&sourceid=ie7&rlz=1I7NDKB_enUS557 https://www.google.com/search?q=orange%20flight%20suit&rls=com.microsoft:en-us:IE-SearchBox&oe=UTF-8&rlz=1I7NDKB_enUS557&um=1&ie=UTF-8&hl=en&tbm=isch&source=og&sa=N&tab=wi&ei=sCl_UvDBMeadjALrxYDYBQ