Gee, it sounds as if you are not trying to make your place in those feilds. It sounds as if your depressed and your expectations have run dry. If you seek to promote your abilities, you must research the where abouts of the demand. As far as all those degrees, business cards, etc.. If this makes you happy displaying it on your walls, you will find the room, but I am guessing you understand that those things are just materialistic and the paper it is written on is just basically a tree product.