Wizard Adam

Well I enjoy the modesty, however if you write you are a SCRIBE, and if you try and help others by ministering that makes you a TEACHER! I do understand where you are coming from however, and pride doeth come before the fall ~smiles~. Hell we all love ya anyway!

Will Do!

Yeah, there has been some limited but substantial proof that there is reincarnation, but not enough to disprove charlatanism and trickery. I would like to believe that there is a wheel we ride on thousands of time until we are prepared to take over for the ailing and aging God, but we would be an exact clone by process of these life leanings, but again pure speculation ~smiles~. I have had a near death experience and perceived myself to be talking directly to God/Creator and he told me to come home, but I saw my mom and brother crying, so I asked to stay on this Earth. Next thing I know I am alive then I pass out and wake up two days later ~smiles~ I cannot know if it was truly God, but the experience was life altering leading me into the occult at a very very young age ~smiles~. There is a voice that comes in my head when I am meditating and it is not my own, and it doesn’t sound like my conscious, but I can’t scientifically prove to you or anyone else that it is God or that reincarnation was a viable recycling program for souls ~smiles~. I firmly believe Mohammad, Jesus, and Buddha specifically tried to explain to us to just live a good life and not worry about the afterlife because all the answers would eventually make themselves very evident in death. I would personally just like to die and get off the wheel, which is what Buddhist and Hindus are trying to achieve…they seek oblivion and absolute rest for the soul, to never awaken or be stirred again and not know any better. I am not like most men who have to conceive of gods and spiritualities because their egos are too big to contemplate the actuality that we might just turn into dirt, as a matter of fact I seek the oblivion and the dirt!!! I wish to think and be no more ~smiles~

Isn’t that funny how they perpetuate race and hate? ~chuckles~, just that classification on any document effects people in ways unknown to them causing deep-rooted subliminal ideologies ~grins~. Whenever I fill out a document I always put in “OTHER” ~snickers~ and if it has a please explain I put in NO ~chuckles~. I also personally don’t believe in the “”-American garbage. You are either an American or not an American ~smiles~. I could careless what color you are, but I do get angry when minorities get racial preferences to colleges and stuff when someone else might have had better grades. I have been several places in this world and thousands in this country and everyone has the chance to succeed, albeit harder in the ghetto, barrio, etc. It is still possible for any child to go to college! So having a United Negro College Fund is just wrong too me because I came from a very poor white family when I was growing up! My parents never had money to put away for my college and last I checked blacks could get grants and loans too! Yeah with the exception of very few primitive tribes there is no genetic purity in any race ~chuckles~. We all have Mongrel, Arab, African, etc. in us ~smiles~. We are all pretty much mutts this day and age! I personally think we should all screw each other until we are one color ~snickers~. As much as I dislike the human race I am part of it too ~chuckles~ I AM is what I use to explain myself ~smiles~. I agree with you that the classification has it's arrogance too..

The reasons Chrsitians get so defensive is because they can't handle the doubt, but instead of smiling at you and letting it be they try and ram it down your throat and force you to see their will ~chuckles~, because if some other thought than what their faith commands would unravel the universal fabric of their reality creating depression, confusion and possibly insanity, so it is imperative that they cling to their ideologies and leave little room for facts (not all christians, just most as a whole). My whole family are deep rooted evengelicals ~chuckles~. Anytime someone suggests something out of the normal it makes people have to look at themselves and the world around them, who the hell wants to do that in such a superficial material world ~snickers~. It's all about don't rock the boats in spite of what is wrong, right or indifferent ~snickers~. So technically you future spouse is just trying to protect himself without even realizing it ~chuckles~. I deal with the same thing with my wife, as she is a devout Christian, so I don't talk to her about what I know and she doesn't tell me what she knows and it has made for a beautiful 15.5 year marriage, not that we haven't had our ups and downs but we have passed through every one with flying colors. Not everyone wants this knowledge or seeks it despite what knowledge it that an individual holds...I pretty sure through my observations of the human race that the majority of human like to be brain dead, it's just easier ~chuckles~. After all it is his journey, and at some point I am sure he will get inquisitive ~smiles~, especially if he admires the way you handle life! I have torn the reality fabric of people and have regretted it, I chose to let them do it on their own now ~smiles~. Yes thank the powers that be for the ULC where a person can come in an veiw hundreds of different philosophical and intellectual viewpoints, it is somewhat of a sanctuary for a seeking mind ~smiles~. I look forward to your reads in the future...

Will you marry me?! ~chuckles~ Actually, you are engaged and I have been happily married for almost 16 years ~smiles~. However, I want you to know that nothing rev's my motor like an intelligent and philosophical woman! ~smiles~. Your theory is valid, especially with the fact that no one on Earth knows what the true reality is ~smiles~. We are limited by our own existance on this plane, however even in the Christian/Religious Realm, I don't understand how they can't see "Evolution" as a product of God's "Quantum Mechanics & Physics", but they just sluff it off like it is impossible because they are the all knowing groups that proclaim to know everything about God ~chuckles~. I liked the Read! ~smiles~.

My conversations with God generally go something like this: Adam I want you to move to Spokane (back in 86') and I was like screw you! ~chuckles~. But all my friends strangely enough started moving up to Spokane for no reason, well I didn't want to be alone in San Diego, so I went with my brothers. Many of my conversations with God are like that...he tells me what to do and I tell em to screw off! AFter decades of getting what he wants in spite of my wiillful presense I just gave up and started doing what God/Conscious/Demon it told me too. Today I prefer to listen it is much easier, and the very fact that I am alive today is miraculous to say the least. In the 80's I made meth and taught Mexicans how to make it for Uncle Sam....I was also in a heavy metal band, I was using meth interveinously and banging every girl in San Diego it seemed like ~chuckles~. I never got so much as the clap, while some of the same associates I shared needles with got Hep C and AIDS...I never got it and should have ~smiles~. I've been shot, stabbed, and generally love to solve my problems with violence, I suffer from PTSD and IERD (Explosive Rage Disorder), so when someone is authoratative to me, or a complete and total ahole I go beserk on them...I always have since I was a child. Last year I was bed ridden with 3 terminal illnesses and several chronic ones. I have Deep Vein Thrombosis, Pulminary Immune Defeciency Syndrome, and a form of non viral AIDS...I was unable to barely walk from my bedroom to my living room. The funny thing is all this sickness came on while I defied my knowledge/faith...I went back to my faith and my true knowledge...I am doing Cardio 6 days a week now, as well as doing serious muscle building with weights ~smiles~. The last time I went to the doctor for a blood clot they said it was superficial and they couldn't explain why it wasn't pulminary, so they did some checking and they have no idea where my DVT went and my INR is perfect! The doctors told me it was permenant, incurable, and progressive! I haven't had Pneumonia this last winter or summer, and I got it every year with each year getting worse! But I haven't had to use my inhaler for almost 1.5 years now! I still get infections, so my IDS is still alive, but my infections are getting further and further apart...the more I follow my faith the healthier I am getting...it was when I was trying to be a Christian for several years. And I don't perceive singular Christians as bad...it was just a very powerful lesson to me that one who defies their faith is truly in a state of separation that can lead to many varying degrees of depression, illness, stress, and even death. Those years of separation from what I know what a slow train to Hell, literally! ~smiles~. So I chose to listen to my God/Faith/Conscious/whatever the hell you want to call it, so that I can be healthy in Mind, Body, & Spirit despite what others think of my way of life ~smiles~.

Cool Read

They gave it about 10 seconds of thought and moved on to the next commercial break ~chuckles~. I guess it wasn't quite the eye opener to them that it was to me ~chuckles~

Aye, it was designed to take away man's pride because he loves to be heard so that he can gain power...hence Jesus gave specific instructions to avoid this kind of superficial blabbering, but alas they still pray aloud to be heard before men ~smiles~. At least they aren't on every street corner anymore like they were in the days of milk and honey ~smiles~. Today's water down version is make sure you are praying for the right reasons!

The actual blessing of the food was from ancient times when they blessed it so they would hopefully be protected from getting sick or illness ~chuckles~. It was more a purification rite than thankful statement. If you a Jew or Christian it says not to be repititious, then doles a repititious prayer...I think what it was really trying to say was "Say what you mean, mean what you say". ~chuckles~, and to be sincere in your prayers and not just say the same thing over and over and over ~grins~. I personally don't care for showing gratitude towards any divine power, however I do love meditation ~smiles~.

A few weeks ago Larry King Live had some Pysicists and Retired Air Force Generals who claimed these UFO/Aliens were shutting down missles at several different sites. It all started back in the 60's and continues to this day, so they say ~smiles~. I called in and actually got through ~chuckles~. My Question? Why do you keep calling them "Aliens"? I mean if we are going to speculate let's really speculate ~grins~. What if these were people from the future trying to keep us from doing something really stupid? What if it has always been people from the future trying to subliminally guide our worst mistakes into something better? I truly have no real concept of time...I never have to be anywhere at any certain time...it is completely perceptual linear and non-linear ~chuckles~.

Well the human soul has been around for a few million years and other than technology and language not much has changed. We still find reasons to kill each other when our normal enemies are not around ~chuckles~. We still kill! The same stories you see in the Bible, Tora or Koran are still happening today just as strong, if not stronger than they were back in the day ~smiles~. Tis a good pipe dream, but I am sure we would find a reason to fight over where said people would live ~grins~, especially if it was a good marketing or reality market ~grins~. It is the dictate of nature that we kill, albeit we may be doing for superfluious reasons today, it is still being done on a grand scale just about everywhere ~smiles~.

Woody Allen back in the early 90's or late 80's...I'm sure some weren't even born then ~chuckles~.

Heehee just joking with you RevRainbow...you one of the nicest guys on the site ~smiles~.