I got ordained for several raison. One of it was I took two year of philosophy and a year in east-asian study at the University of Montreal and found that I can't explain some part of the univers with out the implication of a permanent state in the univers. Still I reject the judeo-christian explication of the univers I found in asian philosophy and more clearly in theravadian buddhism some minimal statement. One of them was do what you think right. Second reason, my parent always say I act like a priest or a minister. Clasical clothing, way of speaking in public... Still I was atheist (radical form) in the past. So it may be because I'm getting older and less sure of my position on thing.