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My wife and I woke early that day to meditate for an hour on all the things that have brought us happyness in our lives. We also said '' thank you '' to the cosmos over and over again. Its interesting, i have been reffering to the cosmos for a number of years now as a source of divine love. Also, when my wife viewed Shelley Yates video, she was surprised at a few things Shelley said that i have been talking about for a long time. I will give you an example. The way she described the first voice that spoke to her, booming, loving, calming. Well, i went through a time in my life in my early 20's of great change. In all honesty i was mentally ill. I had already been admitted to a mental hospital once, got out and vowed never to return. However , the time line is very confused in my mind and i cant recall exact dates, but i relapsed and went quite literally barking mad again. I was having allsorts of delusions. Anyway, hehe, one night as i laid in bed, wondering when the torture was going to end i heard a voice. It said my name once in a grand, booming voice that literally ran through every bone in my body. The voice was male and it just said my name '' Maaatthew '' That was all, nothing else, but in that instant i knew i had reached a point, i knew that from then on i was going to get better. That voice filled me with such peace, peace that i hadnt had for months !! I did recover, i honestly feel like i went through the darkest part of my mind possible to get there and that there is NO WAY on this planet that i can ever go back there. Not happening, i wont let it. I wont go into detail because i dont want to sound like im using this as a free counselling session !! But yes, when Shelley Yates described that voice she heard, it resonated with me. It made me think of the voice i had heard, the one that turned it all around for me. Wow have i just babbled? Oh well, at least its from the heart, hope you dont mind it being shared ! I joined the ULC forum three days before fire the grid happened, and i dont know if id have found it had it not been for your post AT8FATES. Thank you very much for being you and posting the fire the grid project here AT8FATES , you helped two more people become part of it Incidentally we have also shared our experience on the fire the grid website and are waiting patiently for the next part , project cause !! I think Shelley Yates is an inspiration. One woman can do all that? Gather all those people? For such a ground breaking project? Amazing. Hope to be a big part of project cause, we will make waves through time with this ! Peace ( and donuts !! )

my wife got home from work and brought me an apple fritter................... does that count as a donut ? it doesnt look like one .....................

haha SilverRose it seems it has, the date today is August 3rd 2007, so i wont eat another donut until September 3rd 2007. Good thing is, i can now spend some time making Cinammon French Toast, Croque Monsiuers and the other thing someone mentioned that i cant remember right now. I will get my wife to verify that i am indeed staying clear of donuts for a month ( and no i wont just pretend to be her !!! ) So a molson is a Canadian soul? cool , will have to ask my dream about that.......... Oh oh !!! I have just found a disguise so no one will catch me eating a donut : So if you see a man looking like that eating a donut it isnt me ok ? hush hush But seriously, since this made it to three pages ( because of a poem about donuts !!! ) i will give them up for a month. Dont wish me luck, this whole sticky mess is off my own doing hehe ** puts on disguise **

if this topic makes it to three pages i will give up donuts for a month hehe whats a molson ? eh ?

hehe ive started a cooking for sugar addicts thread but seriously i love the sound of french toast !!!!! anything with cinammon in it is great, apart from St Alphonzos special ingredient that is . Ahem

Love is for everyone Love is for white, black , brown, slightly tanned or slightly green people Its for straight , its for gay ! Its for the unhappy who love being unhappy Its for the happy who love being happy Love is for everyone , my love at least.

Thats really beautiful silver , i like it

Walking to a freinds house down an old country lane In the hedgerow i found you, quivering away, You looked at me with big black eyes, Your mottled white fur so young , just a pup ! I stroked you and you wrapped yourself around my legs a hundred times You followed me down the country lane all the way to my friends house Barking and yapping so excited !! There you stayed until i took you back home on a borrowed leash I snook you into my room and you cuddled me in bed, Gerty McGerty ! When we awoke next day i took you downstairs My parents looked on in disbelief as you followed me into the kitchen '' Where is that from ? '' This is Gerty McGerty said i !! I found her last night down an old country lane, To which came the reply '' Well were not keeping her '' About four years later and Gerty you were still with us !! You had done many naughty things because you had amazing charachter and such strength You wished to protect us, the best guard dog we have ever had BARK BARK GROWL at strangers You even protected us from the Yorkshire Terrier who poked its head through the fence By biting its yappy little head clean off !! Good girl Gerty McGerty, good girl . When anyone else would take you for walks you were a terror werent you ! You would allways make sure no other dog nor person would come near , And on your return i would hear a story of how you had gotten into another fight But yet when we went for walks Gerty McGerty you were as calm as a gentle breeze Even when i let you off the leash you wouldnt be so naughty with me around You would allways come back to me when i called, never fight, never bark Oh except once or twice, like when you attacked the Great Dane fifteen times your size ! Remember how i grabbed your neck and you let go of the Dane and i curled up into a ball with you So you couldnt get into anymore bother with the dog or its owner hehe good girl Gerty McGerty, good girl..... I moved away Gerty McGerty i am so sorry i coudnt take you with me, When i went for tea those odd sundays i would ALLWAYS show you love first, Gerty im here !!! ANd your little face would light up and your tail would wag like mad You'd bark and bark and whimper and whimper Everyone remarked how you only ever spoke when i was around Im so sorry i couldnt take you with me Gerty McGerty, im so sorry, i did used to tell you that, you remember dont you ? You would grumble when i left and i'd hear you whine, so i'd come back into the room and say goodbye I'd lay on the floor with you cuddle and stroke you lots more, There were times when i'd come back drunk and you would wake me up so i didnt sleep on the kitchen floor with you I would miss you so much Gerty McGerty when i was away from you Because you had found me walking down an old country lane You were that special friend money cant buy, i loved you. Gerty McGerty i'm sorry i couldnt say goodbye while you still had a breath of life inside Im sorry i coudnt look into your eyes and tell you it would be alright Im love you Gerty McGerty and i will see you on the other side My crazy little white terrier mongrel, Gerty McGerty the dog with the sun in her eyes Sleep well for awhile i will miss you until we can run about again, Sleep well little Gerty McGerty, no one will ever forget you.

how wierd !! the only thing i can remember from my french lessons in high school is : je voudrais une croque-monsiuer sil vous plait apparently the monte cristo is possibly a derivative of the croque monsiuer , i KNEW those french lessons would see me good one day

hey ! im never angry im just hungry alot

well well i landed in the right country ! yeh yeh !!

hahaha wow he really was king for a day wasn't he ! My favourite one hit wonder is definately Blue Suede SHoes by some guy called Elvis Presley , i think thats what he was called ? Hehe only kidding my favourite one hit wonder is probably '' Footsteps '' by Womack and Womack Its cheesy great peace ( and grilled cheese sandwhiches )

A person once said : theres a fine line between sanity and donuts That person was me, about five seconds ago, feel free to add it to your signitures hehe i renounce all copyrights to that statement

What Time is it on Planet Earth ? On planet earth it is time to make a new start It has been said before So i say it again Time to make a new start ! It is not Three Oclock for everyone, It is not the morning for all Just like it cannot be the darkest hour for everyone Nor can it be simply the dawn. On Planet Earth it is time to make a new start !! It has been said before So i say it again Time to make a new start ! You are black, brown or maybe green, You are tired of this chaotic scene You wonder why there are those that suffer You wonder why some have too much supper. On planet Earth it is time to make a new start !! It has been said before So i say it again Time to make a new start ! Our countrys all at war Yet you hold not the gun Our food is not given to all Yet you sail not the ships Our Leaders they all do lie Yet we but stand on by. On Planet Earth it is time to make a new start !! It has been said before So i say it again Time to make a new start !! The ground we seed has no borders !! The air we breathe neither yours nor mine The waters have no real borders !! Tis all an invention , tis all a lie !! To rule, to take, to control and divide !!! There is but one Earth There is but one home There is but one race Humanity, humanity There is but one God, though given many names Tis all a lie tis all a lie !! To rule, to take, to control and divide !! If we want, we can change If we want , we can make better If we want, we can give everyone food If we want, we can give everyone shelter If we want, we can share this Earth On Planet Earth it is time to make a new start !! It has been said before So i say it again Time to make a new start !! We are under a spell Yes you and I Under a spell that is easily broken For all you have to do is want to change And that change will come ! It has been said before so i say it again ; If we want, we can change If we want , we can make better If we want, we can give everyone food If we want, we can give everyone shelter If we want, we can give everyone clean water If we want, we can share this Earth What time is it on Planet Earth ? Time for a change !!

I have once pondered the oddness of a restaurant menu in Canada, i dont know if its the same for America but alas. On the menu, in more than one restaurant i might add, if you want french fries you can get a side order of them with anything i presume. However, if you order Fish and Chips, you are getting chips, which is the english name for french fries. So i wondered, if i wanted a side order of french fries with my fish and chips, what would happen ? Would the space time continuem crack and the black holes resonate an E minor instead of an A minor and huge galaxies collapse into themselves therefore creating split lines of existence and huge gaps in reality allowing all sorts of strange thing to occur such as Rabbits eating Fox's and Chickens eating Wolves ? Would Fox News suddenly broadcast an un biased opinion of the Republican Party ? Would we finally find out who the news agency Reutuers gets its information from and why every news agency seems to trust whatever Reutuers has to say ? WOuld McDonalds admit that there is no ham in its Hamburgers ? Would Hitler have won the war and instead of all canadian products having both english and french text, instead simply have German ? Or would i simply get fish and chips, with a side order of chips ? Am i allowed a side order of chips with fish and chips ? Or does it have to be Fish and Chips with a side order of french fries ? If i have fish and chips at the pentagon do i get Fish and Freedom ? or could i get a side order of freedom with my fish and chips ? Why is it called chips with fish and fries with everything else ? I dont understand. Maybe i'm not supposed to.