It's been just over a year since I was last here, I guess life has just been really busy. I can't exactly go into detail here what's going on, but things are quite chaotic with my family and some of my friends. I know enough to really cause a problem with some friends, and I'm fighting myself to keep myself from doing it, but it's tearing me up. I keep backspacing because I keep going into too much detail, let's just say something is going down with someone I care about and trust, she's telling me too much, because she really trusts me, and it's pushing me away.
