Relationship reset

Thank you God for giving me an opportunity to reconnect with my dad. I was really surprised when he suddenly sent me a message this morning. I thought our conversation would once again go silent with one another, but he actually reached out to me first. And the fact that he expressed his intentions to continue talking to me in the future made me extremely happy. At the same time, I worry that he might want to meet with me soon. I’m still not confident with how I am currently. I worry that he might be discouraged when he sees me. He was already somewhat disappointed in me in the past. I don’t think I met his standards in terms of my appearance. I want to at least look decent when I finally see him. Nonetheless, I’m still overjoyed to see a little light in our relationship that has been clouded by dark shadows of our past. I hope things will continue to be better in the future.