God is blessing you right now LG. Our lord almighty have saved you at every corner of your life. Life is full of beauty, and blessings. Right now, as you jotted down every emotion from 6 years old til now, Jesus is here with you. God saw all the traumatic events in your life. Starting with that person at church, the devil has him bound until he repent, not to the church but to Our lord above. God see our intentions and he knows all the hurdles that we have to face. God has made you stronger than anyone. Faith and hope is where this prayer is taken from your very own depth of your soul. As for living with your parents and their care taker, this is one job that no one can ever take you from. The lord has given you this task not only to be there for their physical needs but to bring out your strength and courage that have been buried under your traumatic events. God bless you and will continue to bless you with financial needs the devil has taken from you, let the lord give you more than you need. Jesus know how you feel about your siblings, they may not be there to help you but your love for your parents are a blessing from heaven. God open the doors of heaven to shower you with restoration and cover your wound in the arms of the lord. God is a good God hallelujah, hallelujah to his name, help LG lord, she has lost all trust and this trust have been wounded by people around her. Be born again, if able take your parents to be born again, and let the lord work on your family. Jesus from this moment on give LG a true bless of love and comfort, begin to heal all that she has suffered let her suffer no more. God is with you day and night.
Jesus was born again and so shall it be done
2 Peter 1:17 “For he received from God the Father honour and glory, when there came such a voice to him from the excellent glory, This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased”
Prayer is Power
Ezekiel 3:23 “Then I arose, and went forth into the plain: and, behold, the glory of the LORD stood there, as the glory which I saw by the river of Chebar: and I fell on my face.”