The Bright Side Of Darkness

[Lord Occultis]

You can't judge me

Because you can't see

Beyond my mask of skin

Your eyes don't realize

The path I took to this sin

All you see is meanness

All you can see is vengance

But you can't see my tired knees

worn out from my penance

I called on God and no one was there to hear

I cried out to God and no one one was there to hear

So I went down the path leading to the pit

With my bitter and brusied heart in it

Seeking the bright side of darkness

Suicide, everyone dies

But what if it were you?

Where is it you hide

What you know is true?

Can you see the paths my tears have inscribed?

Can you see the scars that I hide?

Can you see the pain reflected in the dark

burnt like a blowtorch into my heart

I cried out to God, and he was far away

I begged God for it not to be so, to take this pain away

But God turned away from me, so I began my search bitterly

with my bitter and bruised heart in it

I began my descent into the pit

Seeking the bright side of darkness

Innocence torn

I wish I'd never been born

All I know is confusion

Days gone bye, all too soon to die

All I can ask is why

My heart has been turned black as coal

You've ravaged my heart and destroyed my soul

My tears streak my burning cheeks

I can't stop sobbing to speak

I called out to God and he did not hear

I cried out to God in my fear

and I leartned He was not there

and I heard life was not fair

With my bitter and brusied heart in it

I have marched on to the Pit

Seeking the bright side of Darkness

Sometimes I wish for cocaine

heroine to stick it in to keep from going insane

From the never ending gloom

Sometimes in my mind I call the tomb

Sometimes I wish I'd swoon

Buried in darkness for all time

buried up to my neck in my mind

Buried among the rotting dead

Buried six feet above my head

Buried where the sun never shines

Buried like my heart in my

Body has been scorched and burned

as I've slowly learned

The bright side of Darkness

[Qryos]

~ Ahhh... Well done! Very strong, good imagery.

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