I have always been into science and logic, but my path, of late, has taken a rather strange twist. Recently, a friend of mine asked me if I believed in God. I replied that I could not possibly answer that question in a manner he could understand. He pressed me - "Well, try me" he said ... "Okay!" I said "No, but I know where it is and I know how it creates reality." I explained further that the "how" is not method but cause - and that I hesitate to go any further because it requires that I say things that won't make immediate sense - that conjur up notions of magical thinking, schizophrenia and temporal lobe epilepsy, but not because of anything I might actually say - but the words and phrases that I must use -even appropriately- that have been dragged through the mud. Paradigm - there's a magic word - your paradigm is your perception of reality and truth - quite appart from mine - and even covers the language that you use to explain how you see it all. To quote R. D. Laing: "what is evident to you is not evident to me" (and vice-versa) So -- the words that I must use to explain my epiphany will trip all of the triggers in your paradigm - so that you will not be able to hear a word that I say amidst the cacophonous echoes from within your own paradigm - not mine. The funny thing - as here I sit trapped with [what I perceive to be] such an important message and the system is, apparently, pre-wired to spurn it. So - I don't believe in God but I know where it is -- how does that work? Well, the "one true God" is real but being "everywhere" is not entirely accurate. The immediate problem is that the word itself conjures up ideas of a magical being - even amongst [us] atheists - and that is so far from accurate it isn't funny. But - here's the thing: with what we know about matter and energy - the probability that some combination of materials under certain serviceable conditions would produce life is impossible. But here we are. Life is impossible but unmistakably real. Conscious minds are impossible but unmistakably real. And I might even suggest that evolution is just as impossible and just as unmistakably real. Conversely - the rotting of fruit, that water flows down hill, that systems wind down into disorder - there is the highest probability and extremely logical behavior that we can measure and understand. Science can explain entrope but can only describe and catalog its opposite. So - welcome to the fourth dimension - your inner eye naturally looks "down" - entropically - and watches life, evolution and mind run off in the opposite direction - we debate and dismiss these things in different ways, but if you want to see God and how it creates reality - you really need to turn your inner eye in the opposite direction. Chances are - as is the nature of the system - you have already spurned the construct despite half-seeing it.