Qryos

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  1. well my sister told me I was abad person and her husband because her husband wanted to own my business and tried to cause my husband and I to divorce so he could accompllish this, and I put my foot down and let him go over it.

    my older brother hates me from wayyyy back , because my dad used to get drunk and beat on him instead of me because I hid all the time , and that has just escalated into adulthood where he will try to destroy relationships , friendships etc of mine because of jealousy . so I refused to continue footing the bill for him after he threatend to kill me and my family yesterday

    my little brother got mad at me and said I was a bad person because I wouldnt loan him money I just went and bought what he needed

    ~ Sweetling, that is all their crap.

    You see this. You know this. Stay away from this.

    You are strong enough to weather this & be calm :thumbu:

  2. ~ Ugly thoughts, yeah, they happen. Do you act upon them? No? GOOD!!! :thumbu:

    People are creative & sometimes that creativity isn't always pretty or up-lifting or sane. Too bad... Be nice.

    When I was young my father told me that any horrible thing you could imagine has already been done :(

    { My father, well, was an unhappy man with his own problems } 'In'sane should be better than 'out'sane or 'ex'sane, right? :unsure:

    "Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a persistent one." - Albert Einstein

  3. ~ No body's home

    Empty scattered windows

    Scarred and brittle doors

    Hollow weeping shadows

    Fragile torn-up floors

    Corners holding darkness

    Echoes left behind

    Walls that keep in sadness

    So we are not reminded

    of

    Empty scattered choices

    Scarred and brittle goals

    Hollow weeping voices

    Fragile torn-up souls

    ... Any assistance would be much appreciated!

    Don't intend to annoy! Just a thought...

  4. ~ How about making it a bit more simple... That's just making me blind :dntknw:

    I personally find that deeply cleaning Spring & Autumn { when you feel that energy, grab it & scrub! :yahoo: } works.

    I've always been a 'mover'. Not to another house! Once I park myself I'm put.

    As the sun moves I feel my 'things' need to move also & tho' it may at times be difficult I get it done.

    { Right now I need to get our 100 lb. fish tank moved 6'. No one is happy, I'm trying to be quiet, but it really does need to move... I've waited 2 yrs. NOW?!}

    Yes. Your environment affects your spirituality unless you are at a place where your physicality doesn't matter...

  5. ~ No, that's cool Aid... jeesh! { I want lime in my gin & tonic please? Make it a triple :) Thank you! }

    ;) It's the people.

    That I can find so many that have been able to put up with me for so many years! { Well, OK, not alll that many have put up with me, true :rolleyes: }

  6. ~ Hi Dabby! :wub:

    ... I don't know where that came from { well, I often don't, huh? ;) } I woke & there it was.

    & now this. What is it about dirt lately? :dntknw:

    Blinded by want...

    I claw and find no fine soil here,

    yet fill my mouth with this drifted dirt.

    Tasting metal and stone

    mixed with the salt of tears,

    I taste my soul.

    Hill shadows leap...

    Clouds nor goats could find footing here,

    yet I grasp on to this stone found.

    Having known myself

    I stay strong and here,

    now I know.

  7. My sanity unravels -

    As I grasp the reins tight

    I am pulled and something tears...

    The soil is too fine, I desire dirt.

    Broken glass from bat-shattered windows

    comfort and lay a bed of want.

    Howl louder than the wind

    dry and lonely and breakable

    tongues swiftly bleed this song.

  8. ~ Ok :) Thanx for clearing that up for me! { You know me, I'm easily confused & just wanted to make sure ;) }

    Yes, I know, I ought to 'get up to speed' with the rest of the world. Ya ought to hear our son when he's visiting & wants to use my comp! :lol:

    { Actually, I feel guilty using any connection, we can't really afford it, but my husband says I need my friends. }

    I don't have any connections to music, but I am listening to Led Zeppelin's 'Boogie with Stu'. Where I am now. & next on is gonna be 'When the levee breaks'.